What what a year it was. Now for what is to come. That is a huge question which I have hanging over my head quite often. After reading my daughters blog, well, I feel as if I haven't been doing as much as I should. In one way I've been happy to be going back to just Lester & I. In another I've missed the childeren all around 24-7. I guess you could say welcome to this stage in life.
So what does it consist of? I guess that's my big delema! As Ashley said, I tired of making all these huge plans for the new year only to relize in Nov. I've completed none of them.
I'm very much a procastinater! OK I said it! I will put of anything I don't want to do and with good reson. As I said I don't want to do it!!!! But it will make me crazy if I make plans and they are put off. So needless to say I drive my self quite insane!!!
I'd like to make it thru this new year remembering what the Lord has blessed me and my family with. To try to complete anything he has made a purpose in my life for. I at 44 still often sit and say why am I here, and what is my purpose? What did I want to grow up to be? Am I there yet?
Well I can say yes and no to both. When I ask I say well I've done that been there. Then I look deeper and say no way...You are so far from it! Get up grab your skirts and get moving. So I think this is what my aim will be this year. To look what the Lord made me into and let Him complete it!
